Timmy Johnson

 Timmy Johnson 616546 WRC

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 hi Peggy, I don't know if you remember me but my name is Timmy Johnson, I hope you are doing well and you are always in my prayers. I'm writing for the purposes of getting Aid and justice for my mental health. I am outraged right now, after setting myself on fire and overdosing on blood pressure pills. I was not only not taken to the hospital, but I was given solitary confinement time and hundreds of dollars in restitution by CCI a few months ago. Their own policy state there shouldn't be punishment for mental health outbreaks, yet I was punished. It makes me want to be successful that much more. I'm outraged and would like to know what you suggest I do about it. I've exhausted all my complaint process and was shut down  I don't know what to do or who to turn to, but we sent you a copy of the Conduct report or ticket,” punishment”, to verify my claim. upon my incarceration I had a mental health outbreak where I didn't know where I was at and trusted nobody, I thought a stranger wanted to kill me in his life was taken and I ended up with 50 years in prison. I say that to say this it's unfortunate for both him and I and I feel terrible and have night sweats and wish I can bring him back, but I can't, which prompted me to want to raise my voice at a national level about how the courts did not take my mental health into consideration,Despite my mom trying to commit me in jail before the  alleged crime ever happened. Bottom line is, I never needed prison I needed to be committed to a mental health facility. Even though I was chapter 51, the judge didn't care about a young black  man. I know still have serious mental health and instead of getting help the prison punishes me. It makes me want to make successful 100% and dying.1)I ask you for help on what  you think I should do/ who I can contact about my In-house jail treatment regarding my mental health.2 ),..Who should I refer to and how can I get administration to agree to start a conversation of placing me in Mendota  as a sentence; I'm now in WRC but it's not permanent. I have to go back to DOC when I'm done and even this place has significant faults. Peggy, without National help from ?, doctors who care, I know I will kill myself this year. You are my last hope for assistance. I spoke to reporters and journalists about these issues, they are following my story and I plan to seek exposure, but I also would like to get help in what I need, needed all along: placement at a mental health facility not prison, and while in here to not get punished for trying to kill myself. Please make a copy of the attached document and send me back.Thank you for everything. SOS please help. You can reach my mom Mrs Johnson at 563–-564--2468 / my my br brother at at  563-543-6396.

 PS I would be grateful for envelopes and the self-help litigation manual as well.

 

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So before I get into my lengthy story, thank you so much for writing  me and you and your husband are in my prayers. Also I would like the pln manual. I also have no problem with you posting or transcribing anything I've sent you, as my goal is to expose the corruption.. I've also filled out a HIPAA 1163a form so you could retrieve information,.I'm now at WRC Wisconsin resource center but CCI Columbia Correctional Facility is where I was charged for restitution and solitary time after setting myself on fire, so that would be who you would contact. I would like you to ask them why they would think it's okay to punish a mentally ill person and furthermore, charge restitution?I also would like to know how they were able to do it because by a statute And their own rules, no one suicidal is supposed to get penalized, not only did I get so confinement but I got restitution,not to mention I fought this ticket and PSU didn't even intervene knowing I was a severe mental health case. Quite honestly, I was told by one of the PSU staff that they don't even try because security has the final sayso. And  any questions you have  feel free to ask, any info you need to inquire,feel free to request. I can't afford envelopes so I'll sell my lunch trays to respond, so if I ever take a few days, it's because my person I sell my food to is out of envelopes and I have to see somewhere else. But feel free to place all on the Blog.

 

About my story: I was in jail in Grant County where my mom tried to have me committed  prior to my release. After petty theft I was cut off of my Social Security and couldn't afford medication, my mom knew I was mentally unstable, but the judge denied me getting committed. This I can prove. I get out of jail, hallucinating, confused,paranoid, no drugs involved, just Mental Health. I called a cab and just felt possessed by the devil, as I told my attorney” public defender” or” Pretender”, I wanted to kill myself and had a suicide plan and thought the cabby would stop me. I demanded that he go to the trunk and he was stabbed in fear that he was a demon who wanted my soul so that's why he would  try to stop me from trying. So because of that I was charged with kidnapping, because I tried to drive the cab off the bridge and it wasn't my car even though it was a suicide attempt. They charge me with robbery and although he  died in the hospital from a collapsed lung, I believe from the car wreck, they said it could be from stabbing which is where homicide comes into play. I feel horrible and wish he were here and I was dead.    Overall I needed Mendota the whole time and even after a chapter 51, the judge wouldn't show leniency after I pleaded ngi ”not guilty for reason of insanity”, which was shot down, even for a high profile case I wasn't even given a change of venue. I was denied which would have been a jury from that area after all., racist in my opinion by the names I was called in County and with raw feelings the judge who knew the victim showed me no Mercy.. I never claimed it didn't happen or I didn't do nothing but I claimed I needed mental help which is why my mom tried to commit me because it all happened and  if they let her I would not be here now. They thought prison was the right place which was an oxymoron because I've been placed here at WRC three times for suicide attempts and for whatever reason they want me here only for 90 days which will be in July my birthday. they know I want to die by then, but they don't care, WRC also  isn't permanent. You have to go back to the DOC. I've been asking that they commute my sentence  to Mendota as I need it all along for my only option is suicide. My goal if I can't get help is to die as a martyr for mental health change and that no one goes through what I went through. Since being locked up I've been getting punished for self-harm.  the document I showed you is one out of at least two dozen. It only makes me try harder to die in hopes I'm successful. Peggy if I can't get real help , my life is over. I'm a 36-year-old tired man, my goal is to try as hard as I can to get help while exposing the system. That way if it don't pan out, I can say I tried.  I'm ready to try as hard as I can with your help. I just know I can't last in prison which is coming up soon so I'm hoping for a Hail Mary. Thank you so much. My mom and brother says thank you as well. They want to speak with you about organizing a protest for me, but will work at your pace. Please stay in contact, in friendship, we need more angels on earth like you. Sincerely, any question or anything I left out, please let me know. PS” I wasn't the saint, but I'm also not a demon.”

 Timmy Johnson

ps: PS I do poetry quotes and music as well that you can post if you want.